My sad story...... a lesson inside

i was not bad , but i was meant to be , nobody believes in me , no body trust me ,  even not my family memebrs , i was all alone , it seems God ALmighty has anger on me for some reasons ,,,
the only thing i do was keep myself strong from inside , i keep hope alive ,,,, i often thought , i do all stuff to make my LOrd happy , then how can He left me alone , how ? that was the question ? ,
      i cry alone , i pray alone , i stand alone , i love inside , but the question was >? 
   am i deserve this?..... 
                continue.....